Finally,Terengganu Here I Come

Hye guys 😆😆 you know what?? Last Friday i went back to Terengganu...You know how excited i am when almost 3 weeks i didn't back to my home sweet home.I'm totally excited awww 😁😁.Many things i want to do when i at home but i didn't think so because i brought so many assignment back.It's common case for every student i think 😁😂😂.But it's okay as long i can put my feet on "bumi terengganu" i'm okay.I'm happy to met all my family member especially my parent (you know cliche answer 😂😂)and definitely my siblings.Fortunately this is Deepavali vacation so all my sibling there at home but not for my eldest sister because she had to work at Kuala Lumpur. Yes I admit i miss her because long time i not see and argued with her.Yes definitely arguing with her is the best 😂😂😂 because i ended with crying or bad mood and that incident make me more missing her.But it's okay i can still contact with her,Kuala Lumpur was not far as i think right ? 😂😂.By the way when i'm here i got experienced the swing that going viral around media social,and i admit that i'm so left behind 😂😂 because i only got experience right now.So later i will put some picture when i'm here.When you want to spend you're holiday with your loved i really recommend Terengganu,Malaysia because it have beautiful beach and lot of interesting places that make you never forget when you back to your hometown and i'm guaranteed you will create lot of new and memorable event here. 

Rhu sepuluh beach 🌊

Rhu sepuluh 🌊💕

Malaysia and hot weather  cannot be apart ☀☀

Of course every vacation had come to end, and i still had a few day left when i'm here and after that i had struggling with my biggest fear in Matriculation, which is PSPM. I scared if i didn't make my parent proud of me.I think how hard they want to let me study in here because they know how hard life in Matric. But at last i make this choice so they think i'm strong enough to face all of this and they really think that i'm totally a grown up girl and not more the girl who always crying when fail in exam.So i had to fight for my future and definitely to make my parent proud of me.I didn't promise i go out with flying colour,  but i will  try my best mom and dad !!!So make this holiday as the memorable and with this memory be my drivers in my examination hall. IN SHA ALLAH 💦💦    

Beautiful view i always in loved when i'm here 💕💕

Sunset 🌆🌇

Happy like a kid and doesn't realize that you're already grown up 😂😂 

Festival Of Light KMPh

Long time not see yaa 👉👈😌😌 so what's topic today..hmm 😁

FESTIVAL OF LIGHT IN KMPH 💥

This video was send by our jpp to all of the student.It's amazing when i'm watching this video,i think i amazed with their creativeness and you know what i watched this video again and again 😂😂 

                                                               

Festival Of Light at Kmph was happening and of course such a fun event.That was my first time joining such activity.At first, i don't want to participate at all in that event but my best friend asking me to accompany her..so i had no choice.It really fun and i didn't regret at all when I'm going there.I can saw lots of people at there, from other religion and their outfit was really amazing 😍😂😍 I'm in loved with their unique outfit.It really beautiful and gorgeous. Unfortunately, i didn't have time to take pictures with them because I'm to shy i think 😁😂😂.By the way, i didn't mention that we can wear our traditional outfit when we went there or polite outfit so there i mention it 😋.I really want to wear Sari i think the name of that outfit but i didn't know where to borrow that outfit 😂😂 pity me.Sari was Indian's traditional dress that has a lot of bling-bling (sorry i don't know what it's real name 😁) thing on that dress and i really fall in love with it, it's so beautiful.Okay back to main topic 😂😂 Festival Of Light at kmph was damn eventfully event for me because this is my first time joining those activities.Our beloved director also was VIP person that make that event more happening.At first he started the event by released lantern from the field and that's the way how our event started.There are lots of performance were held.From Indian's student, Chinese's student, Malay's students and there's also a band at that night. Waaaaaa i totally excited.It really happening right.I wish that night didn't come to end because when tomorrow comes i really didn't want to face that day😡😡.But who i am too against destiny. But i enjoy that event full of my heart because i think after that there's no activity like this anymore.You know Matriculation's student never had time to involved in doing something like that.We only had to study because we're the fast track student.So I'm okay with that because I'm used to it.After this we seat for PSPM which is the biggest exam in sem 1 so I think this is last activity that we can involve because my lecture keeps telling me that focused on your study and stop participating in whatever activity that waste your time.As you, I'm the good student that always listen to what my lecturer said especially my mathematic's lecturer.He always gives us advice about our future.I'm thankful and grateful to have lecturer like him because at that time maybe i forget what is my real purpose that I'm here and he never tired to give us advice.By the way, i had captured a lot of pictures with my friend but not all of the pictures seem okay to put in here 😂 so I will show you just some of it.In the end of that night, we have lots of fun and our stressed had vanished from our mind i think 😂😂 and we really enjoyed that night.Thank you to whoever that organized this event.I and my friend really enjoyed it. 💞💕

Glow stick 🌠🌠

Lantern launched by our director 🎆🎆

Performance by kmph's student 💃💃💓

Exhausted Day Ever

Frankly today is really tired day in this week.I think,when we have little gap in our schedules we can take a short breath to make ourselves relax.But it didn't seem so.😫😫😫 I didn't have that time on my schedule because at this afternoon I have two concentration hours class which is Physics and Computer Science and that evening my class should take take photo for college magazine,so i should rushing for those three events.It's really tired and exhausted.At that moment i really want to cry out loud cause i'm so tired because i think my leg want to broke out.I want to cry not because i'm stress with all those class but i want to cry because i'm so tired until i have to running from one class to another like i'm playing running man at this college. At first i have go to the cubic for Physic concentration hour at least one hour and then after that i should go for photographic session and then lastly i have to go for computer science concentration hour ( i really love this class because when i didn't know some questions, i could ask directly my leader because our leader was chosen by our lecturer.So i think like i have personal teacher.Besides she so kind with all of us".Oh i forgot 😤😅 to tell that my concentration hour we divided into several group and each group contains 5 students and 1 leader .So my leader is girl, so it's easy for me to ask any question without feeling any awkwardness towards our leader.So i have fun despite of all my tiredness.So i think my tiredness repay with that.Besides i have photographic session with my classmates,although i'm rushing for the next class but we had some times to take some selfie and take photo among of us.Like always our man's in class didn't have any formal photo because of two reasons.First,they "shy" to take photo with us and secondly because they only 6 boy's in our class so i think they need to complete 6 of them until they want to take photo with us *so guys you didn't have chance to see our luckiness guys in my class 😆😆*.My classmates also have boys okay but sometimes they didn't seem to exist 😆😆😋😜 .Sorry guys but it's really true is it? 😏😏 .So my day turned well anyway. ALHAMDULILAH 😍😆

girls always rock the chair 😜

Girls 😁💕

Adakah ini freestyle 😂😜💓

Happy pills 💞

Yang depan sekali excited 😺😺

The face when you're tired 😵

To much lighting 😅😅

My Favorite Subject Matriculation is Computer Science

😜😜Hollaaaa..it's me again...okay my Favourite subject in Matric😎😍 *sir mohon bagi markah bonus 😁*
In Matriculation i think the most difficult subject in computer. Although i didn't experience on how  the learning process are..But in mind i keep thinking that i cannot score for this subject..But it really didn't happen like what i'm expected...I didn't expect that i really like this subject,it really make me shocked actually..I really like this subject because from this i can learn details about not only computer and theirs component but also what's  are related with the computer..From my expectation..i have to learn not about computer but also their components that have a lot of name and hard to remember those their scientific name.But there's not like that..I not just have to learn about what happen around me but also to know how computer's works and how to solve the problem that related to the computer.So this our beloved computer science teacher , sir Arizal Bin Zainal Abidin. Sometimes we make him disappointed with us but he never give up on teaching us so from that moment i think i shouldn't give up too, to make him proud.Thank you sir for believing in us. 

classmates and sir 💕

It's formal picture 😂😂

Most of all, its amazing that how i can loved this subject until I got the highest score for (Game Of Excellent) GOE .. i not expected that happen at all because i really don't think about it. Frankly,I really shocked when Madam Aida called out my name for prize ceremony in her lecturer..i keep think that is she really called my name or just i not clearly heard what she saying.. That's is the first time hat i standing in front of my friends and also others people that i didn't know in that room..REALLY AWKWARD ... i'm shaking with no reasons that time and when i remember that today, i said to myself ,"it's not the things that you should be ashamed for on what you did,because what you have go through to achieve that point and it is not easy like a piece a cake".I told my parent about this good news and they said they proud of me because i can achieve that point and they said ,"if you put more efforts and commitment on certain things that you do, you can achieve more."I'm glad that i can make them happy and not worry about me anymore when i'm here because i keep complaining how stressful i am when i'm here because i didn't believe in myself that i can walk on this path.But there's idioms said that ,"every cloud has a silver linings".I believe in that and i should put all my faith to HIM.

New Friendship Start with a Weird Way

It's not bad to stay here although my heart doesn't belong here.Everyday i keep pushing myself to go on and adapt with this routine.I admit that i really don't want to be here.But it's okay i can fight because "success never came with the easiest way". So whatever..put all that away..Today i want to share about the first activity that i join,its like college activity that make us necessary to join it..Actually i have lot of fun by joining that activity.. hahahahahahahaha *evil laugh*

  Okay let's back to the main story..the activity was name "Larian Kakom".Actually i just have to walk from my block to field and i didn't think i run at all..hahahahha..Because my block is the nearest to the field, so we the last group have to go to the field.It's really fun because before this i think we use this term "takda life langsung sebab asyik bertapa dalam bilik and study". This activity make us released our stress because you know..when you have to faced books all days..its really make you annoying and stress. That really make me want to throw all the books from my room's window and shouted to the world that i don't have any assignments and homework again..so i can enjoy my life backkkk...hahahahahahaha..that's really typical me again. From this activity i make lots of new friends. The story behind how can i make friends was really funny actually. My friendship start with very weird ways .It's begin when i didn't accidentally stepped on her feet and bump into her.Firstly i really annoying with that kind of accident but who's know... from that i can make new friends from other races and states..I met many friends..they're so sweet,kind and cheerful i think..they always make me laugh until i really don't know whether i really had problems that day..THANKSS MY BUDDIES FOR MAKE MY DAY to make me strong to face all of this 😍💕😘

senyum selagi boleh

                                         

nikko's roomates and of course my tablemates , huda 

                                         

again...

      

classmates perempuankuu terchentaaa

      

new friends

Fantastic 4

hudaaaaa

Friends

Classmates

My Small Step Journey

“Life is full of beauty. Notice it. Notice the bumble bee, the small child, and the smiling faces. Smell the rain, and feel the wind. Live your life to the fullest potential, and fight for your dreams.”

- Ashley Smith -

because aku suka sangat ambil gambar pemandangan,so this is it =)

Pejabat Hal Ehwal Pelajar (HEP) - kalau boleh nak elak daripada masuk sini.

My steps begin when i had check on result at  website that told me that i'm accepted to Kolej Matrikulasi Pahang. Actually my feeling on that day was really worst because I didn't expected that i could be accepted cause i know how hard to faced and adapt with the new transition and environment in my life.My lovely as always supported me and  keep saying that "you know who you want to ask right?". But my father's said, "wait a little bit longer,you need to know that had you have received message from UITM", cause i had applied for Asasi Tesl course and i had done for interview on past few days i think before i got the result that i had been accepted here. Actually half of my heart keep praying that i passed the interview.But who's know.Today i'm stucked in here and still find the way to accept the reality that i'm here!. I just keep saying to myself, "just go on,wake up syakirah...you must faced the fact that you're here and you must go on with this life".No matter how hard i'm thinking,this is the way that that i and myself had choose... all i can do is REDHAAAA and just faced the reality. =')